Tuesday, May 14, 2013

the cure

Before summer started, I was off to a somehow not-so-great start.
I lost my phones and yes, phones. Something I earned for from my parents which made me upset because they also worked hard for it, I was into the wrong relationships and I was on the verge of losing great friendships
and most of all, I realized that I was floating away

Sure, summer started off like I wanted it to be, lazy days by catching up on TV shows, going on the internet for hours, showering at night other than morning which is disgusting but I kinda liked it and of course, loads and loads of sleep but one day, I woke up and realized that I had to let go of some things and clear all my clutter. I know it’s cliché but it helped.
The next thing I know, I was hanging out with my best friends with my promise of catching up with them for all the times and opportunities I missed with a sleepover and eating our hearts out. Sometimes, a single click of a camera makes you realized that you should start off somewhere again… I was unsure where to start but maybe and just maybe an old heart may be revived or I will be given a new heart.

From the views of Ilocos Norte, 

  to the rain and fog of Baguio, 

strawberries of Benguet 

and to the sands of Zambales...

I found a chapter that I will continue to write on.

Maybe losing the things I possessed before summer started was a sign. That I should let go of the traditions and things that I’m so used to have around me before I start a new chapter.I guess all I needed was to let my wanderlust go wild to go back to the process of where I want to be.

 Maybe, summer was there for me to let the heat of the sun burn the pain and at the same time for the water to cleanse me. For the cold to wrap me from my home.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Monday, April 29, 2013

out cold

after years of not seeing summer, I finally met with her again and I felt home within my fears.